Do you ever feel like.....

Do you ever feel like your head is just going to explode? That is how I feel lately. We had a little scare with our sweet baby on Tuesday at my Dr.appointment. I ended up having to be on a fetal heart monitor for over an hour. His heart beat was doing very wierd things. Friday we had to go to LDS for an ultrasound to see what was up, luckily the heart is healthy, it does have an irregular heart beat, but no other problems associated with it, and they said that is normal. However we found out babies fluid is VERY low and he is only weighing in at 4.4 pounds, so two weeks behind. Which is crazy because I have been for sure he is bigger than Karson was, maybe he is just really LONG and skinny...any way I have to go back to LDS on Monday for another stress test, if I have lost more fluid they may want to induce me next week. I am so stressed.....
* my parents are out of town in Florida until next Saturday
* Kaili's birthday is on Thursday and Ty was picking her up at school at 3:00 and then we have her until Sunday, supposed to have a party for her on saturday with Ty's family
* Tyler is the head coach of Karsons T-Ball team, I am supposed to be the team mom, team mom meeting on Thursday night as well where they are handing out uniforms and schedules....
* My Dr. wants me on semi-bed rest.....that is pretty impossible with a 3 story town house....
* Tyler has a ceremony for school on March 25...
* Oh and I could have a preemie baby....meaning I may be at the hospital longer than the normal time worrying about everything I need to do at home and elsewhere......
Life is just so crazy sometimes!