Here are some family pictures we took for our annual Christmas card. I wasn't feeling well at ALL that day and Kaili was being a pill because we were outside and it was cold! So here are a few of them!

Here are some pictures that Grandma Bonnie took of Kaili with her pretty hair. Grandma did her hair so it would look cute for some family pictures that we took!

This weekend was jam packed. We got Kaili on Friday night, and I did some heavy deep cleaning while Tyler and Kaili played. Then Saturday we got up and cleaned some more and then went to Grandma B0nnies to eat Subway and watch the BYU game. Keith and Kyle were there so Kaili got to play with them. Kyle is doing very well and they think all the cancer is gone. Then Saturday night we went and saw The Bee Movie, Tyler and I really liked it, Kaili liked it but I think she was tired, because she hadn't had a nap that day so she was getting bored. Then we went and ate dinner at Red Robin, and met Tyler's parents there and his brother Matt and his wife Shy and his sister Megan. We had HORRIBLE service, and it was just one thing after another, finally I couldnt' take it anymore and I ended up talking to the manager and she comped our whole meal, so we got dinner for free that night! Kaili loves to play dress up. Last year for Christmas my mom gave her a treasure chest that had different clothes in it. Kaili loves to play with all of that stuff! She also has a blue dress and a purple dress!

Our little Angel. We love you.

I can't believe that 4 months ago is when I had Easton. July 10 sometimes seems like a decade ago and then sometimes it feels like it was just yesterday, I got to my hold my baby in my arms for that short while. This week is a hard week for me. I have been keeping very busy at work, but in the back of my mind, I know the pain is hiding. I have been trying to focus on my blessings and what I do have, because I know I am so blessed, and there are other women out there who have it a lot harder than me. I know it's ok to be sad. But I also know Easton is where he is supposed to be for now. As much as I miss him, I know he is safe. I do wish I was having him this Friday like it was supposed to happen, but it didn't happen that way, and I have been learning to accept that. I am taking the day off on Friday and so is Tyler so that will be a nice day for us to be together and cry and hopefully laugh and smile as well. I know Easton is ok. I just miss him very much. See right now I am starting to cry! So I better end this.